Linda’s Journal 5/11/21

It’s been a very long time since I’ve posted, but this has been on my mind and I want to put it out there.

This coming Sunday is my birthday. My 60th. And I’m sort of freaking out. Just a little bit

60 is a pretty major milestone for most people, and it should be. Historically, few people lived this long, and so our generation is blessed with something many of our predecessors never had. Even so, my own parents both died in their 50’s, much too early, while I was just in my mid 20’s…

And yet, they accomplished so much in their short lives. Daddy built two houses; one on the Rez, and later, my childhood home in Sturgis. Momma made that house truly a home; a home where I flourished and grew and learned about love and life. Both had the respect of their peers. They provided for our little family in so many ways more than just a roof and food. And when they passed, they left me both a legacy and a financial bedrock.

But then was the day I died. Maybe twice, the memories are hazy. 26 years old and widowed, medically retired by a gunshot. I had planned things out so much differently, and despite living again, this was not how I had it figured out. And I couldn’t shake the feeling that I should have been dead. That I didn’t deserve to be alive when everyone else was dead.

But I learned to live, again. Friends closer than even siblings showed me what it meant to still be alive. And to love. So I started over.

Now I’m 30 years down that path. I have a career that I am good at and sometimes even makes me feel a sense of accomplishment. I have the love of a good man who is all the world to me. I have friends who love me as much as I love them, and although I will never have my own children, I have been able to watch my two god-sons grow up into decent and self-respecting young men.

So, then, 60… My health isn’t what it once was, but I still have it. I can still hold my own in a foot race, and I still turn heads. I make more noises when I sit down or stand up, but I’m far from tired out. I have wondered if I was even supposed to make it this far, but the reality is that I have, and since I’m here, I’m going to enjoy it!

-Linda-

Look The Devil in the Eyes

The exciting and long awaited follow up to The Evolution of Linda is finished and about to be uploaded to Kindle!

It's 2007 and Linda Dark Horse is the writer of ASK RED, a relationship and sexuality column on AdultConnectionFinder.com, a popular adult personals site.

When one of her online friends suddenly goes missing, she mentions it to her husband, an LAPD Detective on the Special Investigations Unit. It's soon discovered that Linda's friend has been murdered, and it appears to be the work of a serial killer with at least two prior, and likely more, deaths to his credit. Three healthy men, tied down, raped, and murdered, and then left for their wives to find.

Linda joins the investigation as a consultant, as it becomes clear that the killer has been using the ACF site to lure men to be murdered. With her best friend, Audrey Cassopolis, a Sergeant in Hollywood Division, joining the team, they quickly find themselves descending into the depths of not just the sense of overwhelming evil the killer leaves behind, but torture and abuse that twisted a little child into the monster they must now stop.

Between having to delve into the sex lives of cheating husbands and her "gift" of seeing visions, Linda finds herself being drawn deeper and deeper into the web. Can she look The Devil in the eyes and live to tell the tale?

Look The Devil in the Eyes is a mystery with twists and turns, unearthed by the characters we've come to know and love through Linda Dark Horse's stirring autobiography, The Evolution of Linda.

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